37 weeks and clueless

But honestly I have never changed a diaper, I have never made a bottle, I've never done a lot of things. I was so anti babies ( I liked kids, I just never volunteered to do any of that stuff). And I am just a bit worried about how it's gonna go. I am sure I will be fine, but man... I just keep playing things over in my head, I look at this breast pump like it's a science project. Ughhhhhhh.... lol I just hope it all comes easily to me, or maybe I'll be even more nerdy and right down the instructions to every single little thing. Hard not to laugh to myself at my cluelessness, but man... I should have done more baby sitting  when I was younger or showed some interest.