Just venting

🎀Samantha🎀
I cried this morning ...after a dip yesterday and a temp rise after what seemed like O this morning my temp was low the second I seen it my eyes were leaking my DH was comforting and told me the room was cold due to the air being on at 60 not that's why it's low not to worry but I just can't seem to shake off the sadness...I did my round of clomid (I don't ovulate on my own) n all my temps have been in 97 range the dip this am was at 96.89 ...I told him I give up after 7yrs of trying n always being let down I don't want to feel this way anymore, it hurt him he was upset but it's so hard for me to be positive all I want is to have a family with this man... Why do some of us go thru hell to get what some others call an accident or a mistake... It's just not fair! I know life isn't fair but I'm just all in my feelings about it today. I didn't post my chart cuz I don't even Wana look at it... Silly I know. Hope everyone else is in a better place than I am today.