I'm dying here !!!! 😩😩😩😩

I'm trying to stay off this app because I'm seeing so many BFP's. Congrats to new mommy's btw ✨❤️👶 I'm not jelealus or anything . I'm happy for everyone getting their BFP. I just don't feel hopeful .. I'm slowly losing faith. I want this to be my month , but it doesn't feel like it. Everything else right now has been going wrong for me and getting my BFP this month would be such a blessing.. This 2WW is killing me 😩😩😩 I'm 7 DPO and I feel pretty normal besides the extreme fatigue and moodiness. AF is due on the 24th. With my 1st pregnancy it was unexpected and the symptoms I had were extreme fatigue, sore nipples and increase discharge .... Anyone else in their 2WW feeling anxious ???