Christmas excitement!!

I grew up with parents that neglected and abused me, and so I never understood Christmas excitement..

Last year I had my son a week before Christmas, but he was born early so it was traumatic and once again didn't understand Christmas excitement.

But this year! This year I am pregnant, engaged to the love of my life, raising my beautiful son! Tomorrow we go and buy all of our Christmas decorations and I'm soooo excited I could start crying!! Sorry guys, I know this post may feel like a waste of time to read but I just needed to get it out! AHHHH.