nervous ftm

I Found out my water ruptured but they aren't 

sure how long it's been ruptured for. They are guessing it's been a month now I'm only 33 weeks today they scheduled me for an emergency c section in 7 days once I'm 34 weeks. My son will have to go through the nicu since he is already measuring small. His heart rate keeps dropping to about  90-110bpm for a few minutes at a time. It dropped dangerously low to 60 for 8 minutes before it was raised last night while I was asleep, I woke up to nurses swarming me flipping me around, putting on an oxygen mask, medicine in my Iv, etc. I wasn't prepared to go through any of this today. I already got the first steroid shot, I have an Iv with fluid and antibiotics. I just need some advice or guidance on how to handle all this. My son will be born on thanksgiving if he isn't delivered by emergency c section before then.