miss having nips sucked😩

I'm almost 5 months postpartum & EBF. Before giving birth, having my nips sucked used to be something I looked forward to and always loved having my hubby start with that. Now that I breastfeed and produce lots of milk, it's totally off limits. I don't want him near it. I don't think I can get turned on knowing it's my baby's food & they are always full, lopsided, saggy or something lol. Don't think he's interested while I'm breastfeeding either. Just wanna hear other mamas stories. Do you still let your man attack em? Or are you reserved now like me? Lol😂I miss having them  sucked😩😩😩😩