So today is thanksgiving, a day of love and family. However, my husband and I got into a huge screaming match on the way to see family, and said some terrible things to one another. Beyond getting to my aunt's house late and CLEARLY looking like I had been crying (despite trying to hide it with makeup), I'm extremely upset that we said such awful things to one another. By the time we left my aunt's to go to his we were ok, but some things that were said are not easily forgotten or forgiven.

To top it off, I'm 28 weeks 2 days pregnant and I feel absolutely HORRIBLE that my baby girl heard that whole argument (obviously I realize she can't understand the words, but the tones and raised voices must have been scary for her). I don't want her to hear that, in the womb or not.

I really wanted our last holiday season as just the two of us to be so special and to feel really connected, and obviously this is not a great start. I'm just so sad for my poor baby girl that her parents couldn't keep their sh*t together on what should be a day when we're grateful for one another. Having a hard time moving past it now.