Going crazy.

How much more heartbreak can a woman go through? AF every month.. why does it seem so easy for others? I'm surrounded by pregnant women and I'm so happy for them but then there I am, as months pass with negatives. My best friend, my co-workers, and my sister-in-law announced on Thanksgiving. I am in tears with such a painful heartbreak as my husband is sound asleep. I can't even begin to try to talk to him. I just feel... alone.