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Angel
So my current boyfriend wants to have anal with me and I'm kinda hesitant on it. I remember the pain I had when my ex accidentally went in the wrong hole and I've heard stories of girls crapping during it and that scares me...but I'm curious on how it will be with my man when we plan it and work up to it and I am actually ready for it in all ways. Do y'all have any advice on what to do to make it easier or if y'all can share any experiences that might help me get an idea of what it may be like?