Alcohol and ttc?

Wondering how you all reason about drinking alcohol when trying to conceive? I'm in my 2 week wait and are going to a party tomorrow night and find it hard to know how to do with this issue. I rarely get drunk but feel it's nice to drink a glass or two of wine with friends. I am totally against drinking when one knows that one is pregnant, but I think it is difficult to know how to think in the two weeks waiting to get to do the test. On the one hand I would feel sad not to enjoy myself half of the month when I've gotten 9 negative results, and it feels like it will never be positive. But on the other hand I would feel terrible if I'd actually become pregnant and had been drinking. How do you reason and why?

And please try not to judge or be mean someone in the comments just because they don't think the same as you, I value everyones opinions.

Thanks ❤