Confucksion.

I'm totally confucked. So I'm currently NOT in a relationship with either one of these guys BUT I do possess strong feelings for them both. I grew up with both of them and I talk to them on a daily basis. One I consider my best friend and the other is just...himself. Anywhooooo the one that is my best friend, I've liked him since E V E R (and he likes me too 😛 he's a damn snack guys.) but I'm scared to mess up our friendship or the "relationship" I have with the other guy who I honestly don't trust one bit because he's on the other side of the country from me (he's in the military and buddy can be a bit hoe-y. like he comments back to girls with 😘😍❤️ on Instagram or post he needs a girl but will be texting me telling me he can't wait to come home to me and all that BULLSHIT.) I don't know if I want to risk my friendship or potientally getting cheated on by somebody I can't see often. I just seriously need opinions and it'd be G R E A T if all the opinions were civil