So I had an abortion 2 months ago and now I'm pregnant again. The abortion wasn't my idea. It was boyfriends idea. He said he's not ready for a baby and said we can have a baby in the future. Right now I don't know what to do. I'm pregnant again. And I'm not sure if I should just break up with him and raise my baby by myself. I know he doesn't wanna have a baby. I know already he'll ask me to have an abortion again. I was on the pill. We're 11 months in a relationship. P.S he's not a teenager. He's in his 40's and have a job. We're in a long distance relationship. We meet like once a month.