I was afraid I would not love my child

I'm posting this here because when I was pregnant I had some feelings that made me feel awful. I am sure I'm not the only one so I thought I'd write this in case anyone else is struggling with the same thing. Let me start off by saying I've always wanted to be a mom. My husband and I decided to try to get pregnant and it happened immediately. I don't know if this is why I got freaked out but I did. After getting pregnant I noticed how much other people's children irritated me. I have twin nephews and honestly I COULDN'T STAND them. Every time they left our company I would cry hysterically. I was so terrified I wasn't going to love my child. These feelings made me feel so incredibly guilty. I felt like I would be a terrible mom. My husband and mother tried to calm me and let me know it's different when they're yours, but that didn't ease my mind. I was still really scared. At the end of pregnancy when women are trying everything to make baby come early, I was content with my son staying put where he was. Well, eventually his birthday came. From the moment I laid eyes on him I felt a love that I have never felt before in my entire life. I'm totally obsessed with him. He's only three weeks old and I'm already thinking about my next one (not quite yet lol but I know I want to relatively soonish). I now know that my fears were irrational but I think they are completely natural. I just wanted to share in case anyone else has been struggling with this.