Confused about S/O

I'm not sure if I still love him. We just lost our baby3 weeks ago, and my emotions are everywhere. We weren't perfect before the baby and I don't know if my feelings now are my true feelings or just my hormones making feel this way. I get mad when he's not around, then I get mad when he wont leave me alone. I'm so confused and I can't get my thoughts straight it really is no fun. I don't believe him when he tells me things like he will try to be more of a family man than he was. I just don't know what to do ..