eating disorder

Years ago I had an eating disorder. I stopped and never looked back when I got pregnant. The other day I was looking at my medical file and somewhere along the way I was actually diagnosed with aneroxia and never told. Seeing it there in black and white made me feel different. I remember how determined I was to stay skinny and how I've let go. I'm over weight now and dealing with health issues. I miss being skinny. I miss that determination. I think I'm in the verge of a relapse.