Gaining too fast?

Ashley • 29, married, mother to 7 year old boy and angel girl👼
I'm 9 weeks and 2 days with my second pregnancy and I feel like I'm too big too soon. I've put on 5lbs already, I'm sure the holidays weren't helping, and have a pretty big bump. I know I shouldn't stress but I've always had issues with food and weight so I'm freaking out. I'm only 5"2 and 130lbs, scale at the dr. Fully clothed says 135! Anyone else having a hard time adjusting? I feel like it's selfish but I can't shake it.