My last baby is a week old and it's hitting me really hard knowing I will never get to look into another little ones face for the first time, I will never have another one that's a week old. I not depressed by any means it's just hard knowing that each of her first will be the last for me. I don't ever want to put her down. I want to cherish every second of her while she still allows me too. I have 6 kids 3 biological and 3 step sons so my house is full and we are forever busy but I just can't seem to accept she is my last. I can't keep having babies forever.