Hey ladies

Im gonna start off with i dont have a sex drive i never had a sex drive really alot if it has to do with what happened to me when i was little.. i tried therapy etc it didn't help.

Well my bf has been on me about sex we have a 3 month old son and every now and than it will hurt still in certain spots my gyno put me on bc to help increase my sex drive i just finished my first pack and nothing.. my bf bought these pills that are supose to help with it its been 3 days...nothing idk what to do and to top it off i suffer from painful sex. Which makes me hate it even more. My bf asked me to go down on him and i did but he didn't cum he works early mornings (4am) im exhausted ache and i was just ab to prep the babys botttles and go lay down so he comes downstairs after waking up and climbs on me and trys to take my pants off i said no he kept doing it but like joking but serious too.. and i was getting pissed so i said stop agian he did and than gets mad at me for it.. the last 3 nights i woke up to him rubbing on me feeling up on me and to him trying to like take off my pants. Its so annoying. He goes f**k me like a porn star its like no sorry im not a damn porn star.

Ughhh he always makes me feel like shit everytime i say no or whatever. He told me that he wont marry me or give me another baby cause i dnt give him sex.. i have painful sex so i go down on him i do anal etc and he said that's not sex.. he said we havrnt had sex in almost 2 yrs but we have a 3 month old makes no sense we just had sex 3 days ago went down on him last night well tonight 4 days prior to that i went down on him 2 days in a row i just cant get away from sex anything related.

He told me today i need to figure out ways for him to yo get off or be sexually satisfied we got into a fight last wk and he threw stuff in my face and said now he's gotta take care of his self cause i dont do MY job etc he told his mom before and she told him well as long as u stay with her ur never gonna have a normal sex life and shes been making comments alot lately ab it like oh (his ex loved sex) get bck with her least you'll get it when u want.. his sister knows to and she's like oh id leave ur ass

:(

Advice i just keep balling my eyes out

I'm drained