Now a December baby 😐

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. On 12/12 I woke up to a little bit of bleeding. Went to the hospital but they didn't see anything wrong. 12/13 I had a doctors appointment. They found where the placenta had a 5 cm tear. I was admitted right away. I spent 5 days there for monitoring. The tear healed thank God!! Now they doctors want me to have our baby boy no later than 36 weeks 😨( I'm 34 weeks and 3 days).  I did not want my baby to be born no close to Christmas but I have no choice. I'm super nervous even though it's my second child. Is it normal to be nervous even though it's the second baby?