Hi everyone please don't hate me for what I am about to say but I am 11 weeks pregnant and I am not happy at all. I have been with my hubby for 8 years and have wanted to be a mum for over 10years. We aren't in the greatest financial situation. My husband is having an operation in January and will not be able to work for 3 months and is self employed. Since I have found out I am pregnant I have had to deal with doctors and hospitals every week first they thought I was having an ectopic pregnancy which luckily I'm not then they started telling me that they are going to admit me to hospital and put me on a drip if I don't stop being sick. I feel so awful because I have friends that have had to spend thousands on <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> and here I am miserable. I have always dreamed of being pregnant and when people mention it I wish I didn't have to talk about it. Also I have suffered with depression in the past. I feel like a terrible person 😭😭