I don't want to be pregnant anymore

It's 8:52pm  I told my husband I'd cook for him tonight because I can't stand the smell of anything we make so I agreed earlier to make him a simple meal. I over cooked the rice and now I'm head in the toilet throwing up. He's outside on his PS4 that I'm still now sure why I got that for him and I am just so depressed because I feel like I failed. I don't think I can simply handle the all the sickness anymore . I only ate breakfast this morning, nothing else and I am becoming really depressed . My husband is calling me a baby and his mother is coming into town and I would hate for her to see me like this