Im having a really tough time, im pregnant and im 10 weeks. NEVER EVER want to get an abortion because I made the baby, I laid down to have sex then I am risking a chance to get pregnant and take care of the child if live birth happens.. im so nervous to have another baby.. i wanted one so bad but im so worried about doing it alone again even though my hubby is with me..  im scared he will get bored with me and leave, im scared he will hate me for my body or hate me for my hormones.. or think its to hard and leave.. my parent say this all the time so it gets me worked up, and they constantly bring up abortion.. but it kills me to even look that direction.. i live in NH and im trying so hard to see if i can get foodstamps, and daycare help (financially) i have almost a two year old(February is his birthday) and im scared to do this. I am scared i will never be able to work again or notbe able to afford the baby.. im 18. I did it all alone with my son.. so maybe i shouldnt be scared to do it again if it came down to it...? Just moved here from arkansas and hoping i can get some positive thoughts to ease my mind..