Should i leave?
5 years of marriage and now im pregnant-it wasnt planned. I was debating to leave him when i found out im pregnant. The first 2years of our marriage he talked to girls i found out, flirted sexted and masterbated online with. We had a hugs fight he left for 6 months but came back to make things work. They didnt. So many fights we had to move out of my parents house the year he came back and he also started physical abuse. By this point i was put on depression medication for the first time in my life. I started to fight back, i was fed up being beat. I never bruised but he wud smack my head pull my hair drag me by my arm, but if i so much as to slap his arm he would blame everything on me. I stayed, i forgave, after his parents got involved he finally stopped with physical abuse. He stopped last year. He regrets it he says-hasnt hit me since then and he hasnt talked to other girls at least that i know of. But he still swears at me. He stopped being sexual always pushes me away. Even at night i doesnt cuddle. He will come to me when he feels like it. We go out shopping etc but never dates anymore. He doesnt let me buy my younger sibs or parents anything but always buys his family anything they want. We have nothing in common. He wont even take me to the movies. He always just comes home and sits on his phone. When i try to talk calmly he argues and blames me. Says im mentally ill, tells me no one thinks like i do. Im tired. I feel like i have no say in anything. I have no money - i dont work, im pregnant ftm, and i have no friends so im scared of being alone if i leave him. He says its me... is it? Am i just a depressed person who always tries to pick a fight? Im so confused. He says no one will marry me if i leave him now. He says its his baby he has more right over baby. He says he wont let the baby go out with friends or have birthday parties. He stopped celebrating birthdays/anniversaries/any holidays he says. Im scared. I feel alone. Im so tired.
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