I know it's hard

Emily
to feel crushed this Christmas season, because the one thing you wanted will not be coming true.
I know it's hard to have had the whole thing planned on how you were going to tell your families to be expecting a new addition for next year
I know it's hard to know how perfect of a father your husband will be, only to wonder how much longer it'll be until he is one.
I know this Christmas might feel a little empty, like the magical feeling of anticipation was stolen right out of the air with just one simple negative test. 
I know how hard it is to be happy for the people around you who are expecting, though you want to so badly. 
You are not alone. 
Sending all of you baby dust
Send a little my way too. 
Don't give up.