I hate my husband and I want an abortion
I'm 6 weeks and considering going to Planned Parenthood and just getting it over with. I'm 18 years old and I live with my husband who is 21. I left my parents because they were emotionally abusive and triggered my depression and anxiety (clinically diagnosed, I see a psychologist and I was prescribed Prozac that I only took for a week). My husband and I have a lot of good times but a lot more bad. He's incredibly selfish and seemingly not even in belief that I'm even pregnant. Yes, he works extremely long hour shifts.... But the first thing you think of when you come home is to play Xbox rather than be with the woman that's sick in bed and can barely get out of bed due to stomach pain, headaches, and nausea (I know it's early but I'm going through hell here). He has a lot of family drama right now and I know what they're going though is tough but he has no regard or care about what I'm going through. He is so focused on himself and his needs only. He makes me feel like I created this baby on my own. When he found out I was pregnant he looked at the test and just went back to his phone as if I didn't even show him anything. And not to
Mention he constantly mentions that it better be a boy or he's going to be upset. I already suffer from severe depression and I believe that bringing a child into this world the same way I was brought into this world (a father that was there but not emotionally there) is wrong. I have been through so much pain and I thought living on my own I would be able to cope with my depression and be happier, but I'm not and I just cannot be a mother right now. I want this baby and I already love him or her but between my depression and the lack of support I'm going to have, I don't know what to do.
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