trying to find me again

I've decided to take a break from dating. I feel like I was so wrapped up in finding someone that I lost who I was. While I appreciate everyone who told me on my post yesterday not to give up and that I'll find someone, I realized the one I really need to find is me. Last year was so different, I was different. My life wasn't perfect but I was fine with were it was. This year I let people tell me that I should be happy in a relationship. That I should have a boyfriend. So I took their advice and started online dating. It's only been one disaster after another. And each time it feels like a piece of myself have broken away. Things that I use to love to do I now no longer enjoy. I use to look forward to the day that I would be able to quit working and travel the world. But now that I've been so caught up in finding someone I no longer have that desire to travel.