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Hard to admit

Mia • Thu, Dec 22

It's so hard to admit this, because I never wanted anything as much as I want my little baby girl. BUT, pregnancy is a lot tougher than I thought it would be. And I don't just mean physically. I haven't even had morning sickness (22 weeks 1 day).

I'm talking about the constant feeling of vulnerability and insecurity. The constant questioning whether or not I'm going to be a good mother. The strain this pregnancy has put on my relationship.

I feel my baby moving and all I can think is, "I just want you to be happy, little girl." I just didn't know pregnancy would make me feel so out of control of my life... It's scary.

I just needed to vent.

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