desperate and lonely

I have never been able to tell anyone really about this because I am so ashamed. I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years about a year or so ago and I was really okay with it and felt really empowered by what I did and here I am now crying in my bed every night because I'm lonely and I miss him. Not particularly happy m...just what it felt like when I was with him. I miss sexting him all night and making out with him on the bed and him making me moan as he fingers me. We never actually had sex (I'm only 16) and now I crave it more than ever before. How do I get past this? Ive tried connecting with other guys buts its never been anything.