Home / Community / TTC - Christians

Faith 💕 UPDATE

Ra • Fri, Dec 23

My husband and I are not TTC 😢 I've been trying to talk to him about it because I want to start but he doesn't want to.

Sometimes I just feel crushed. I feel like my purpose on this earth is to be a mother but I wake up everyday without a child and without a husband that wants to conceive.

I think, "God, why didn't you prepare my husband for this. You know my heart Lord."

Then the light bulb went on!!

I realized that I am in a season of waiting. I'm in a season where my purpose is to love my husband unconditionally, pray for him continually and <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> him so that he can grow in his faith.

God didn't prepare my husband ahead of time because he is preparing him now with me by his side.

God hears our prayers. He fights for us, we need only be still. (Exodus 14:14)

I trust that in this season of waiting, this season of preparation, our marriage will become so much stronger. Even though the desires of my heart is to be pregnant and have a baby. I also desire a strong, healthy marriage centered around Jesus.

God is telling me to take one step at a time. He is telling me to just love my husband and love Him and to be patient.

For those of you that are TTC and have yet to conceive, God is on your side fighting for you. He is there, holding your tears in His mighty hands. When that fight gets tough and you start to doubt God, DIG INTO HIM DEEPER. He rewards faithfulness 💙 I don't know what it's like to be in your shoes, but Jesus does. He is trustworthy ✨

He promisies beauty for ashes. Coal can only become a diamond when it's put under pressure 💎

You're closer than you think!

If you need prayer please comment and I'd love to spend some time today praying for you wonderful women of Christ. God bless you guys! 💕

UPDATE: my husband and I talked and he wants to start trying NOV 2017!! My heart is so full! 💗 God is so good y'all!

Comment