Not in the Christmas spirit

I love Christmas time. Family, baking, food, movies and watching all my kids on Christmas morning. This year I'm just not feeling it! I'm 34 weeks today. My body aches terribly and I'm exhausted. This is the first year without my family here. They moved to vegas in April. And there's drama from my in laws. I feel like a grinch who would just rather curl up in bed! Anyone else just not so into Christmas this year!?