As Christmas day gets closer to us I can't seem to get happy. As tomorrow was your due date. The date that you was supposed to be brought into this world and show us a new kind of love. Not Manu know about you because we've kept it so private. I don't talk about you leaving us because it hurts so much. I miss you every single day. I love you even more. But some day soon I'll meet your beautiful face. I don't know if you were a boy or a girl. Nor do I know what your brother or sister was. But some day soon we will be that happy family in heaven like I've dreamed about so. I love you and miss you. I know your with me each day. Merry Christmas from both dad and me.💞💙