So I was supposed to be 7 months pregnant this Christmas. I had a miscarriage in August. This has been an extremely hard week for me. Then to top off things I have found out that a friend from high school is pregnant and my husbands cousin is pregnant with twins. I have spent this weekend crying. That upsets my husband because he obviously doesn't like to see me upset. This is just so darn hard! We want a baby so bad and when everyone around you is pregnant that just makes the hurt so much harder! Praying that soon we will have our rainbow baby and that I carry a healthy baby next time!