Nothing for Christmas

I know it's more then just gifts for Christmas but I figured he would at least do something from the heart or something that wouldn't cost a thing. Nope ! NOTHING. I could do much for him this year because we just I just moved from Va yo NY with him and Haven't found a job since I've been here. I am 3 months pregnant. I got him a little pillow made from shuttle Fly. But my feelings are so hurt. And it always feels like he never has time for me. Between work and him going back and forth upstate to court for his sons who he is trying to get custody of. I feel alone. Someone pray for me I am having bad thoughts