So today a couple of my co workers did a gender reveal at work. I felt sad because we all got pregnant around the same time except I lost mine... But At the same time I felt joy...and hope. I have been so negative, angry and jealous of everyone who is pregnant and having babies....but For the first time in a long time I felt....okay. I was finally able to accept someone else's happiness and be truly happy for them. I'm really looking forward to a couple months from now when my SO and I get to start ttc again. Today was a good day I just needed to share that, although for some today might seem dreary and miserable...the better days will come. ❤️