it's been 6 months..

Julia💎 • 26 | Mother to my handsome toddler March 16, 2018💙
All my life I dreamed of being a mother. Also something my boyfriend and I have always wanted together .. I got pregnant, and had never felt more whole in my entire life. 7 weeks along I woke to an excruciating pain along with heavy bleeding and clotting. I miscarried. 
It's crazy how you can go from feeling so whole to so empty in a moments time. It's been 6 months and to this day I think about him or her every day. I still cry frequently wondering how big my bump would be, if it would have been a boy or girl, what name we would have chosen for our little miracle. I see moms to be in the place I should have been and i honestly can't help but feel devastated ..