Depression

I've been this way for a while now. I know while being pregnant it's supposed to be one of the happiest times of your life but mine is quite the opposite. I don't know what it is. I don't want to be around my husband, I get very impatient when it comes to my 2 year old crying for absolutely nothing. I literally just want to be locked in a room by myself isolated from people. I love my daughter don't get me wrong, I don't know if it's the hormones or what but I just don't want to be around anyone at all. I literally feel myself hating my husband, I won't let him touch me because I feel I'm too ugly or fat to be shown affection. Its come to the point where I get tempted to hurt myself. I don't know what to do anymore.

Please please please don't say nothing negative. I posted this to vent out a little bit. Not for "mothers of the year" to add their 2 sense.