one of those days 😔

Today had my prenatal appt and gained 11lbs in a month. This means I'm 24 wks pregnant and have gained 22lbs already. Was hoping not to have another 50 lb pregnancy weight gain. Just feel kinda disappointed. Not sure where I've gone wrong. Aside from indulging on Christmas, I eat healthy, no soda and lots of water. I cried when I left doctors even though the doctor said don't worry about it, it's water. Just feeling really sensitive about it I guess. Very thankful baby is doing well and I know that's what matters....so then I just feel guilty for caring about my weight so much! I just can't win today. Ps- I'm usually very optimistic so this isn't like me.
Also had a big argument with my mom yesterday over the phone...which isn't helpingÂ