to scared that someone will burst my bubble

Kylie • Mum of 3 TTC #4 1st baby 2007 2nd baby 2009 3rd baby miscarried 4th baby rainbow baby 2012 chemical August 2016.
So I had MC in 2011 then shortly after I conceived my rainbow baby! He's now 4 and amazing, he's also my 3rd child, love all my children dearly, I wanted another for many reasons, but DH wasn't keen until April this year. We started trying but after the coil it was hard, took us 7 months & finally 13th December I got my BFP. I have only told my stepmom & DH parents.. I don't see my mum or family really (long emotional story) 
But I know their opinions don't matter but they won't approve so I don't really won't to tell ppl! I'm also to scared to see GP or midwife in case they burst my bubble and tell me the same as 2011. They told me they don't want to see me till 8 weeks anyway so I have another week but it scares me going!!! 
I had no bad symptoms but during the MC I didn't either! 
In my sort 28 years I been through a lot & having counselling for most of it. I just wanted to know if anyone else is scared to go see GP, midwifed incase they tell u, u have made mistake?