I used to have such a pretty vagina 😩

Okay, so this is about to get really real. I'm a young mom, 22, have a 2 year old and am currently six months pregnant with baby #2. I went to wipe this evening, after fighting a horrible yeast infection (super prone to them when I'm pregnant, it sucks), and I noticed blood when I wiped. So like any weirdo, I went to my bedroom, laid out legs spread in front of my floor length mirror, shined my phone directly at my vagina to try to find the source of the bleeding before I panicked and went to the ER. Now, six months pregnant, I've kind of let my "downstairs" go. I haven't shaved in like a month. And as I'm shining this light at what once was a youthful and pretty vagina, I'm instantly upset. Like, having a kid changes the way it looks for sure. The tightness doesn't change, but damn... I have a scar from the stitching from baby #1 and because I'm pregnant it's kind of swollen down there, not to mention the yeast infection and not shaving already. Like, she looks rough. 😩 I'm about to go shower now and shave and hopefully feel better about myself, but ugh. Please ladies, tell me I'm not alone in this. Did your vagina change after having a kid?