sad 😔

We been trying to get pregnant it's been about 8 months we been trying and nothing I'm late on my period well I haven't got one this month I took a pregnancy test and negative. I do have twin girls they are 4 years old they be 5 in 7 months and we don't want to wait to much idk once again I'm sad mad crying idk I js feel sad and wanted to share I know there's other girls like me but idk how to handle it