17 and pregnant

I just found out I'm pregnant today and I'm 17 and have really bad depression and my family is trying to convince me to keep the baby but I've been crying all day trying to tell them I would rather die than trust someone else's life in my hands and I just can't get through to them and can't stop thinking about death and how much stress I'm under. I just don't know how to feel rn and I know I don't want to keep it. I guess im just posting so people can say good stuff to reassure me cause I've been feeling very suicidal lately and this is just the icing on the cake. Please no negative comments, I'm only here to try and feel better