Time to stop TTC

Kerrie - married, 1 son, 2 step kids.TTC for 10+yr

After a full 12 months of being on Chlomid I am still not pregnant. My husband is quite ill with liver damage and has got to go on medication for the next few months. We have been told that this medication is harmful to a baby so we cannot TTC for the next 10 months. (3 months that he is on it plus an extra 7 months)

It is going to be so difficult to know every month that there is no chance I could be pregnant. To know that we are not actively trying. It's so difficult to come to terms with the fact that I may be going through early menopause and if I am then I am gonna be unable to ever concieve by the time the 10 months are over. I don't know how to come to terms with it and I am so upset and angry all the time. I know it's really important for my husband to get this treatment and I certainly don't want his illness to get worse but I am so heartbroken too cus it feels like this is the end of this dream for a child together.