Silver lining ❤

This pregnancy has been so hard, it's my 4th, and last. From the very beginning it's been a struggle. At 11 weeks we were told we were finally having a girl, after having 3 boys. However, she has a chromosomal abnormality and has a condition called Turners syndrome. Much to our surprise, even after blood and amnio confirmed girl, we still seen boy parts on ultrasound. We have now been diagnosed with Mixed Gonadal Dygenesis. Basically an intersex child. Chromosomes say girl, anatomy says boy. What a nightmare. I started preterm labor at 20 weeks and just this past Friday now have preeclampsia. This journey has been hell, and very hard to find the silver lining. This picture helps me to remember the beauty of this journey as it has not been easy.