Good Bæ or Good Bang?

Cal • Cuel
I'm a sophomore in high school while he is a freshman in college -6 hours away and like little to zero girls bc it's a mechanical engineering college-. We had a relationship of meeting up with each other to "chill" then Netflix and cuddle last year bc I believed that dating was a total waste of time in high school but now that he's off to college I cant figure out if I miss him or the good sex? but I do miss cuddling😪. Now i know it's my stupid freshman mindset on life that blew that chance of dating him, but he's back in town for the holidays and is leaving this Sunday and we'd ran into each other at the gym and caught up then talked up a time we'd go and chill before he leaves but if I do miss him and it's not just the good boning, I really want to try. Should I go for this risky question while hanging with him? (And hopefully not sound like a clingy side chick)