I seriously and torn and don't know what to do..
Okay so I'm 34 weeks. My "boyfriend" and I are breaking up but I gave up everything basically to come live with him and make things work... I told him if you cannot give me 105 percent of your love and affection things will never work. Also he basically keeps our relationship hidden. My girlfriends always say u would never know he has a girlfriend just looking at social media...but he will not change it. His family and I do not get along anymore and he told me he doesn't love me.
Ok so let's cut to the chase...
I told him I cannot move yet because a) I can't go get a job at 34 weeks pregnant no one will hire me... I was supposed to be a stay at home mom..
B) I had just bought a home and have renters there..til summer.
So I told him I will leave after I have baby and can get back on my feet.. so now things are so uncomfortable and awkward,
So question... when I go into labor since we are not in a relationship I don't know I feel comfortable with him watching and being in the room. It's just such a vulnerable moment and he told me he doesn't love me so it's even more awkward.. also his family dislikes me.. I don't want any visitors at the hospital because it's to overwhelming.. am I wrong?
He has not been emotionally there for me.. and neither has the family. But since I'm living under his roof I feel like I have to do what he wants. Which is be in the room and have his family visit in hospital.
Advice please! Sorry for long post
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