Heartbroken

Today I went to the ER to confirm my miscarriage I had last night. When my blood was tested it was down to 20 which is extremely low. I go for a follow up appointment Friday to make sure my levels have continued dropping. This would have been my second child. I was 6 weeks and I hear this is normal but I wish this wasn't my normal. I will forever wonder who you would have been and I will always keep your memory alive no matter how short of a little life you had. I love you always but God needed you more than I did.