I really want to breastfeed and pump. I already have the pump and everything. I'm due in 16 days and just getting super nervous. Because I have this fear..... I like/enjoy having stimulated nipples when my husband and I have "us" time. I'm scared that when I breast feed or pump I will get those same feelings. And it freaks me out. Because I don't want those feelings while feeding our baby. This is my First baby, and I'm not trying to sexualize breast feed. My Husband also wants me to breastfeed but understands my fear and says to do whatever I'm comfortable doing.

 

Has anyone gone through this? Am I just over thinking and it's totally a different feeling feeding a baby then "us" time? I'm so freaked out because I don't want to be creepy. I'm to the point that I don't know if I want to breastfeed anymore because I'm scared over this. 😞