Postpartum depression.

Let me start off by saying this is going to be hard for me to do.

Okay, so I had my son on Halloween and I love him so much and he's my entire world... but I think I have developed PPD. Lately I've been so tired and moody and sad, and honestly I don't really even want to be around anyone including my son. That feels horrible to say. I'm his mother and should always want to be around him. He's the best baby ever and I love him but right now I don't even want to hold him or give him kisses and snuggles... i dont know what to do. Maybe I'm just a bad mom and don't know how to take care of him properly? I know what depression is like. I've had major depression for years. So I feel like I have PPD. But I also feel like I'm just a shit mom and there's nothing wrong with me except how shitty I am.

Has anyone else felt like this?

Help?!