It's just been a crazy month !! When will thing ever work out

So this month has been really crazy I started with opk then we were traveling and was so so busy that could test every day so just tries to be when we could. Tried after a week of traveling and it was still negative opks so don't even know if I had ovulated in the expected week. Started testing again and then my brother in law has been admitted In the hospital so just been running around and then baby sitting my nephew while my sister in law does the staying in hospital. So no opk testing and no bding so I can just say this month has been to bloody crazy and if I do get a positive by any chance I will be a True believer in luck and God I tell you. Sometimes I wonder if it's the universe's way of tell me no baby any time soon !!