does it get better?

Cindy💕 • 18, mummy to George 31/07/16👶🏻💙 fiancée of a amazing man 5th Jan '16💕
Does it ever get easier after a miscarriage? I had a miscarriage in June 2015 only about 8-9 weeks, and this coming Monday, 16thJanuary  would be my baby's 1st birthday, and I feel like my heart is breaking, I have a rainbow baby born in July 2016 but I can't help thinking of my first baby 😞